Bright, dark, pastel, neutral—most quilts have an array of
colors, yet as I set my eyes on the ensemble at hand, rarely do I stop… to think
about the hours, the days, consumed by this beautifully detailed product. How
each square was first designed then stitched together to another square with a
different design. Two squares fitting together perfectly in size and design. We
as humans can create these masterpiece quilts. We spend countless hours
designing them and choosing the perfect colors, fabric, and thread. Yet, our
attempts to create this perfect piece seem futile as we think about the
masterpiece that God has designed and is still designing in us. How He is
slowly stitching us together...square by square. Jeremiah says that God knew us
before we were born, before we were formed in our mother’s womb. His knowledge
is incomprehensible and His design for our life is unimaginable. Lately, I have
wondered why so many dark threads have been allowed on my life’s quilt. Why
each new square seems darker than the last. As I prayed and pleaded about it
and waited for a word from the Lord, He gave me this. “Or what man is there
among you who, when his son asks for a loaf, will give him a stone? Or if he
asks for a fish, he will not give him a snake, will he? If you then, being
evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your
father who is in heaven give what is good to those who ask Him!” ~Matthew 7:9-11
I am confident that these dark threads on my quilt are not bad,
but they are teaching me, forming me, feeding me, showing me how to trust in
the Lord and to not lean on my own understanding. He causes all things to
happen for good, for His good. Knowing that my heart can rest in Him allows me
to keep persevering through the dark times. These dark squares are essential to
create the perfectly designed quilt, and one day when I meet Jesus I know I
will be able to see the masterpiece He designed just for me.
As will you!
“For you formed my inward parts; you wove me in my mother’s
womb. I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
wonderful are your works and my soul knows it very well.”
~Psalm 139:13
Here are some random pics that make my heart happy :-)
God painting the sky
His light shines bright!
I made him :-) lol
Visiting Mom's grave site
Fun Trip in Bend
Here are some random pics that make my heart happy :-)
God painting the sky
His light shines bright!
Losi is helping with dishes
I made him :-) lol
Visiting Mom's grave site
Fun Trip in Bend
Beautifully written. I feel so honored to read and see your relationship with Christ deepen and grow. And, super cute pictures!
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DeleteWow, Jess! Just loved this post and love you. Praying for Christ's amazing, abundant blessings on you and Danny! Coll
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